My best friend has a girlfriend now… He’s slowly slipping away from me. I get the occasional text from him but because I’m afraid he will realize that I am a waste of space I fake happiness, like I do with everyone else and pretend that I am fine. I want him to be happy, and if that means that I have to hide how I am truly feeling then thats what I will do. I just, i wish he realize that I love him. That I have for 2 years and that it won’t ever change. :’( I want him to be able to love me back. The hardest thing about our friendship is that I love him, i want to be with him and he won’t ever want me the way that I want him. I know I am being selfish. I can’t lose him.
